Bon Jovi – keep the faith
Good evening, this is my song of today… Please enjoy…
Be safe…
Bon Jovi – keep the faith
Good evening, this is my song of today… Please enjoy…
Be safe…
4th day of sharing an album that helped to shape me into the person I am today. No explanations, but questions are allowed.

And already you know the drill. 10 days, 10 album covers. No explanations. If you want to take part in the challenge, please consider yourself nominated.

Johannes Oerding – alles okay
From the album Konturen, 2019
No matter what happens, in the end, everything will be okay because it can’t rain all the time.
I was nominated to take part in a ten-day challenge. Every day, I will share the cover of an album that changed my life or helped shape me into the person I am today. No explanations will be given, but questions are allowed.

The Cure – trust
From the album “Wish” released in 1992.
There’s no-one left in the world
That I can hold onto
There is really no-one left at all
There is only you
And if you leave me now
You leave all that we were
UndoneThere is really no-one left
You are the only one
And still the hardest part for you
To put your trust in me
I love you more than I can say
Why won’t you just believe?
My good friend Ollie invited me to take part in a challenge. In the next ten days, I will share a picture of an album cover daily. These records changed my life and made helped shaping the person I am today. There will be no explanation, but questions are allowed.
Let’s begin.

Ollie is a great writer and beautiful soul. Take a look at his writing here:
https://picosgemeos.livejournal.com/
And follow his twitter and Instagram:
Check out Ollie (@olliefern): https://twitter.com/olliefern?s=09
https://instagram.com/olliefern?igshid=u9sruwd1f7gi
xx
Lambert – sweet apocalypse
This piece is from an album with the same name. Sweet Apocalypse, 2017. Lambert is a German composer who is only ever seen wearing a mask.
As I mentioned before, I am writing a lot these days and today, I chose piano music to keep me company. I am listening to a playlist on Spotify called Atmospheric Piano.
I hope you are all well, I am busy busy busy. I am writing on my novel, there is some writing (and thinking) that has to be done for work. I am on leave because of the kids, but I offered my help anyway. And, I was asked to write a review for an album that should be released by the end of the month.
How are you keeping busy?
solstafir – fjara
This Iclandic band released the album Svatir Sandar in 2011 (Season of Mist). Fjara means Beach. I chose this video over the original, because of the translated lyrics. They are quite poetic in places. I remember that I saw this band live around the time this was released. They were drunk before they got on stage, drank more while they were playing a weird set – as if they were playing together for the first time in ages, and then they staggered off stage. They left a lasting impression.
I hope you are well… I am productive these days and was working a lot on my novel. There are only 34 more pages to edit, but I keep adding paragraphs and noticing plotholes. I have some work to do. And after I am done with that, I need to revise the entire document again, because I am quite sure that there are still many spelling mistakes or missing words left.
big hugs
Cathy
Her Name is Calla – meridian arc
This song is taken from an album called Navigator, released in 2014 via Function Records. You can support these artist via bandcamp, although it needs to be said that the band dismembered in 2019. Very well worth your time, and it is not the first (nor the last) time that I will mention them and share their music.
Meridian Arc is the ring tone on my phone.
So, it is Monday and the first day of a general lock down in Luxembourg. Schools and care facilities are closed, as well as bars, restaurants and anything from gyms to saunas, libraries and museums. It feels weird. Tension is palpable all around.
I admit, my anxiety is rising, and this, although I have been on kind of self-isolation and I have been social distancing since the beginning of the month. My shoulder has kept me away from everything, but it felt more like a choice. This feels a bit like being trapped in my walls, even though we are allowed (and encouraged) to take walks and go out – while keeping 2 metres of distance between us and the next person. It all feels surreal.
Last night, I took a walk. It was dark and quiet. Usually, there are many cars around and I am not living far from the Luxembourgish airport, there is always the backdrop noise of a plane. Yesterday, the silence was eerie. Again, it added to my inner tension. Perhaps, I have seen too many movies with a post-apocalyptic scenario. Our government is asking people to show solidarity with everyone. For now, it seems to be working. I am just wondering if it stays the same in a week or two. Money will become an issue for many (us included) and I guess after a while, everyone will be fighting for themselves. We are navigating towards an economical crisis, and I hope that people who are smarter than me will find a way to come out of it with as less damage as possible. Cathy the pessimist?
The weather is good, the sun is shining. Spring is coming. It is as if nature is waking up and society is going to sleep.
How is the situation developing where you are? How does it make you feel? Personally, I don’t know a person who is infected – or tested positive. How about you? Did you buy in bulk? (I didn’t and it is beginning to enhance my anxiety too, although our prime minster stressed yet again, that there will be no shortage of supplies anytime soon.) What are your plans to navigate this? For me, for now, it is to stay put and follow the rules and recommendations as best as I can.
The future is filled with uncertainty. The only thing that I am sure of is, that after Corona, nothing will ever be the same.
Cathy
City and Colour – hope for now
From the album Little Hell (2011). City and Colour is a project of the Canadian musician Dallas Green. Enjoy, and browse his music if you can.
Lots of love,
Cathy
Editors – ocean of night
This song is taken from the album In Dream, released in 2015.
I hope you are all well and are surviving this pandemic in the best way you can. Take care of yourself and your loved ones.
As for me personally, I won’t be at work for at least two weeks. Schools are closed and parents are allowed to stay with their children. The kids are home-schooled during this time, with content and support coming daily via email or WhatsApp groups. I hope we can muster enough discipline to get this done the right way.
For the time being, I am not allowed to visit my mother. She is in a care facility because of her multiple sclerosis. It is a weird feeling. I haven’t visited in a very long time. She is vulnerable and at risk of contracting the virus. If she does, I am almost certain that she will not survive. It’s an unsettling feeling.
But through it all, I also feel quite calm and confident that everything will be okay.
I’ll end this post with links to previous posts. I’d like you to read them. Not because they are important or anything, but because I like them.
If you need someone to talk, to distract you or just to rant and vent, or banter, I am always there.
xx

Rules:
Truth be told, when Bill Fonda nominated me for this award, I had no idea what it is. I clicked myself through a couple of links and found rules and questions, and I saw a community of awesome bloggers. I feel honoured to be asked to be a part of this. Thank you, Bill.
So… What is the Mystery Blogger Award?
“Mystery Blogger Award” is an award for amazing bloggers with ingenious posts. Their blog not only captivates; it inspires and motivates. They are one of the best out there, and they deserve every recognition they get. This award is also for bloggers who find fun and inspiration in blogging, and they do it with so much love and passion.
– Okoto Enigma
3 things about myself
Bill’s questions:
1. Be honest … before coronavirus, how often did you wash your hands for more than 20 seconds at a time? Honestly? Several times daily. I work at a nursery, and hygiene is very important when taking care of babies and toddlers.
2. Who is the most-famous person you’ve ever interacted with? Tell us about what happened. I had to think about this one for a while. I listen to lots of music, and maybe I consider someone famous who is not known by people who don’t know the artist. I decided to mention the one who has the most followers on social media. Nathan Maingard. For a while, I felt quite connected with this artist, with his music and the way he saw the world. He interacted with his supporters and fans a lot, and he had a group of people who became friends through his music, and because of the way he shared parts of his journey. It was enlightening. Nothing special happened, just connection. But, I admit, I was very proud, and a little bit embarrassed when he read one of my poems on a live stream. That was special. Thank you, Nathan.
3. What’s one article or blog post you read over and over again? Please provide a link. This will be a short answer: none.
4. What’s the best blog you read? I don’t read too many blogs at the moment, but here are some I often read:
5. Why? No more than that, just … why? If I only knew, but I don’t. I often wonder about this too. Why? Sometimes, I think it is the worst question we can ask. Are we even prepared to hear the answer? Do we really want to know? When my kids ask me “why?”, and the answer is non-negotiable, my answer is always the same: ” because I said so, that’s why.” But often, yes I admit, I have no clue why.
Nominations:
I nominate all the people mentioned above, but I would also love to hear everyone else’s answers to the questions in the comments. Now, I know that most readers are silent readers, be brave – speak up. 💜
Questions:
And last but not least, links to my best posts. This is hard for me, I am a tough critic, and it is hard to say which posts deserve to be shared again. But here goes:
The Busker is a short story that was initially written in 2013 and that I polished and reposted last week. I remember when I first shared it, there was someone who left an amazing comment, and I had to take a screenshot. (It took me a while, but I found it in the mess of pictures on my phone)

Bicycle Randomness – I like making lists. I am often struggling with my mental health, and compiling lists about myself helps me to get in touch with my inner self again.
Found This blog is about my struggles and thoughts. But it is also home to my poetry. I self-published two books which are available on Amazon worldwide and on my blog. I am proud of them. I dreamt about publishing for a long while until I realised that I didn’t need to wait for someone to discover me – with self-publishing, I had fate in my own hands, and I grabbed it with both fists.
I shared three very different posts, and I did it intentionally. There is a lot to discover on this blog—lots of words, but also lots of music. I hope you enjoyed all of this. ❤
Lots of love to you. Stay safe and kind and healthy,
Cathy
Once Corona is done with us, we will all be fat from eating only pasta and watching Netflix, and we will be clad in toilet paper because we were bored during our (self-imposed-)quarantine.
All jokes aside, in Luxembourg, the government decided to close schools and nurseries and cancel every other activity for kids for two weeks or until further notice. This doesn’t mean that the kids don’t have to learn, because they all got schedules and homework. With email and WhatsApp groups, the kids and teachers and parents will be in touch and work together. Like a home office. Visits at the hospital or care homes are forbidden. Most concerts or theaters or different cultural events are canceled… Until the end of March (for now). And even though supermarkets will not be out of stock anytime soon, people are hoarding and emptying shelves. Funnily, I saw a pic of the ‘beverage’ department. It was empty, apart from the Corona beer. People are stupid.
I am not downplaying this pandemic, but I do think that if people were less selfish and egocentric, there would be enough for everyone. Instead, people are buying huge piles of soap or toilet paper, and those who need some are left empty-handed. Also… We are told to wash our hands and watch our hygiene, how can we do that when there is no soap left because one person bought so much it will last them for years? And… Is it news that we should wash our hands regularly with soap? I mean, isn’t that common knowledge? Will a bar of soap be worth more than a bar of gold in the near future?
In times like this, it becomes clear that we are selfish and greedy, and we lose all sense of kindness and humanity. Compassion is sparse as it is in today’s society; let’s not erase and forget this virtue in the wake of a virus infection that will probably affect many many people. (I wrote 70% of the world population, but that’s not a fact I checked.)
Stepping off my…?! Hm… I didn’t buy any soap and only have 9 rolls of toilet paper left!
Stepping off my plush carpet.
Be safe, be kind. Stay healthy, and take good care of you and yours.
xx
PS: And as I am sitting here on my bed, checking this post for mistakes, I look outside the window and see a big and bright rainbow (and a more faint one right next to it). There is beauty and all of this. Seek for it.

Throwback to 2016 when I wrote this list. It’s been a long time, and I updated it somewhat — not a lot.
Can you relate?
Without fear of being judged (read: with near panic like fear of being judged) I will try to come up with 101 things I don’t like.
1. The colour orange
2. Flying
3. The cold weather
4. Snow
5. Chocolate
6. Ketchup
7. Christmas songs and decorations in November
8. Waiting
9. Being ordered around
10. People who don’t say thank you
11. Rude people
12. Unanswered questions
13. Lemon
14. birds
15. Feathers
16. The sound of my alarm clock
17. Being tickled
18. Being taken for granted
19. Negative people
20. Emotional vampires
21. Instruments that are out of tune
22. Cocky people
23. Jealousy
24. Drivers not setting the turn signal
25. Wondering if my English is good enough and if others understand what I am trying to say
26. Doubting myself
27. People who make lots of noise when they are eating (!! Important one)
28. Fruit
29. Killing animals – even flies
30. Not being taken seriously
31. People who aren’t getting the job done right
32. Belching
33. The smell of vomit
34. Touching door handles in public spaces
35. Not seeing anything at a concert
36. Payment declined – for no reason
37. Forgetting my pin code
38. Water touching my ears (anything touching my ears)
39. Swimming
40. Crowds
41. Ignorance
42. The smell of cold smoke
43. Sprite or any sweet beverage
44. Anything bitter
45. Having a stuffed nose
46. Being surprised
47. Offering presents
48. Shopping for clothes
49. Animals
50. Meat
51. Saying goodbye
52. Deadlines
53. Gory horror movies
54. Going to church
55. Thinking about negative things
56. Mess left by the kids after eating nuts or grains
57. Jazz
58. Musicals
59. Long fingernails
60. Not having enough sleep
61. Chanel no 5
62. Visiting a home for disabled people
63. The sound of chalk on a blackboard
64. Expensive rents or mortgages
65. Working in a garden
66. Sketching, drawing, painting
67. Pens that aren’t working
68. Coffee with sugar
69. My double chin
70. Milk
71. Hairy feet
72. Star wars
73. Harry Potter
74. Lord of the rings
75. The way eyes itch from allergies
76. Almonds and nuts
77. Bread (with the exception of French baguette)
78. No toilet paper when I am on the loo
79. Autocorrect
80. Forgetting to save my work when I just wrote 500+ words
81. 0 likes on stories or poems I thought turned out great; 21 likes on mediocre poems or stories
82. Questions with obvious answers
83. Gossip
84. Talking bad behind someone’s back
85. Losing track of people who once were an important part of my life
86. Wasting time (mine and the time of others too)
87. Forgetting things
88. Broken promises
89. Being unable to speak straight sentences lately (stuttering, not finding the right words)
90. Dentists
91. Being late (me or people being late)
92. Being intense
93. Migraines
94. Fishing for more things I dislike
95. No network or wifi
96. Social media knows everything about us (bye bye Facebook)
97. Being watched while crying
98. Being stared at
99. Not knowing how other people are seeing me
100. Oranges
101. That I found 100 things I dislike…
Are you surprised? Why? Now, what do you think?