When poems turn into books

My year was essentially a good year. Not many extraordinary things happened, but I feel settled, serene and mostly content with where I am and with who I am. I have a beautiful family with amazing young people to share their world views with me. I have a husband who I love. And I have friends. Not many, two or three, but I cherish them. I love my job and I got to listen to a lot of amazing music this year. And I wrote. A lot. It was one of my most productive years ever. And that’s what this post will be about. Writing and my publications. You see, this year I published my tenth book. It’s a milestone. And although it may sound conceited not many independent poets reach that milestone. What will follow is a small recap of the books I wrote and published since 2018. That’s right, I have been publishing my own poems for 7 years now. Not because I think it is the best poetry out there, but because I needed it for myself. I wanted and needed to hold my poetry in a printed book. And in doing so, it became available for everyone else too.

Poetry. This one was born out of inner pain. My first publication with my name on the cover. I felt exposed yet oddly proud. 2018. It was a time of change and I was only slowly turning into someone with a voice.
Poetry. The cover of this one is intriguing. I was slowly finding my writing voice. Still written from inside a wound, bleeding on the page. I don’t write like that anymore and yet it deserves to be there.
Novel. I love this book and the story. It’s a romance novel about two men. But it is different than you may think. There are no clichés, just good a story.
Short stories. It’s a thin book in a different format than the others. A little taller. It is filled with short stories and flash fiction I wrote until then (2020). I am thinking about publishing a second Volume soon, but the plans are still vague and written in the clouds.
Poetry. When I talk about my books, this is most often the one I forget to mention. I don’t even know why that is.
Poetry. The essence of me. Perfect Imperfection.
Poetry. It’s an anthology compiling all the poems I had written until then. It was released on my 40th birthday. A brick of a book. I am very proud of this one.
Poetry. One of the most beautiful covers I ever did.
Poetry. This one stayed very much under the radar. Almost as if it wasn’t there. Maybe the Weight of Light is too heavy after all.
Poetry. A collection written during a sleepless week in August. It demanded to be born. I didn’t have a choice. Book number 10.

Once I let go of the poems and put them into books, they become yours to read, to hold, to experience.
They never need my explanation or interpretation, because we all live and read poetry with different eyes, with a different heart.
My only hope is that some of my words reach the people who need to read them.

There is another post on my blog where I wrote about these books from a different angle and shared some of the feedback I received. It’s worth taking a look, I think. I don’t receive much feedback. My poetry isn’t loud. It asks for silence and for room to breathe. But when people do share their thoughts, it matters. A lot. Or, as someone recently said to me when I praised their work: “It means the world. You never know how these things are going to land.”

If you ever consider buying a copy of one of my books, you can purchase them through me

http://paypal.me/micqu. Right now they are all pay what you want. And they will be sent out in January 2026. They are also available on Amazon for those who don’t want to wait.

I would also mention again that a couple of my poems can be heard on SoundCloud. Either narrated by me or by Daniel Cavanagh (founder, singer/songwriter and multi-instrumentiste in Weather Systems).

https://on.soundcloud.com/mlr6ii6ORVwU6PASxP

I don’t know exactly what the new year will bring, but I know I will keep writing. And 11th book is taking form and the 12th too.

All these words were mine for a long time. Now they are yours.

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