Good morning

Now here is something that hasn’t happened in a while:

I got up early And I am in a good mood.

My night was horrible, I admit. Lots of dreams and nightmares, this too hasn’t happened in a long while. And yet, here I am… Almost ready for work.

This morning, I noticed something else… I don’t want to jinx it, but I haven’t had any anxiety or panic attacks since late April. It is weird to notice things like that, but it is true nonetheless.

Also, remember how I complained about working shifts? I kind of miss the shifts, because I miss having time for myself and sleeping in. The new job has more regular hours, in that it is mostly based on appointments.

My thoughts are jumping left and right… 🤔 It must be hard to follow…