What is something you wish you knew how to do?
I have been living in near panic mode all my life. I was kept on my toes all the times. I wish I knew how to relax, how to give up control and just exist. I am tense all the time. A perfectionist at work and a slouch at home. I wish I knew how to find balance. My mind goes a mile a minute. I am either sharing too much about myself, scaring good people with that, or I am too distant and cold, angering good people with that. I wish I knew how to be normal but that’s not how my brain is wired.
Heavy stuff for an early morning.
I also wish I knew how to write songs and play an instrument. Alas, I am just an avid music lover.
reflections of an unquiet mind 
I wish I knew how to play an instrument too.
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I mean, I can sing, but playing in instrument looks like magic to me.
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Wow that’s amazing!
Though I was training in Carnatic Music.. I don’t really like how my voice sounds!
Me too, I like the appeal to it!
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I don’t know many people (and I know a ton of musicians) who like their voice. It takes a lot of work – breathing exercises and vocal exercises to get to a semi-professionnel level. It’s really not as easy as it seems.
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Agreed!
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I’m share this same personality trait, Cathy, and it can be exhausting. But I wish I knew how to play the piano.
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We are not so very different. 🙂
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No we’re not. BTW, I noticed that I wasn’t getting notifications of your posts, and once again discovered to my chagrin that I was no longer following your blog. I hate WordPress.
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I’m not sure where that unfollow glitch comes from. but thank you for fighting it and coming back again and again.
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I don’t know either, but I’ve noticed a number of my followers have had to re-follow me too, and I know they wouldn’t have unfollowed me. It’s so weird. You’re one of my favorite bloggers, and I would never unfollow you!
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Aw Jeff. Thank you for your kindness.
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I went to check to make sure that I am still following your blog 🙂 and yes, I am.
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Oh wow thats not a good thing to struggle with 😦
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It gets easier if one just accepts the flaws and turns them into qualities.
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Ah yes. But easier said then done haha
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Tell me about it… Haha… I know the theory of these things hehe
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