Leaves dancing in the rain
Sun licking the morning dew;
Reflections in the window pane
Grey skies turning blue,
Behind a concealing mask
Feelings are an uncomfortable mess,
To understand is an unbearable task
And it’s easier to leave than to stay, I guess.
Toxic thoughts and actions;
Driving so-called friends away
Understanding their reactions
But missing them forever and a day.
More light in the dark
More tears in an ocean
Another life’s mark
Overcome by emotion.
A head full of spinning thoughts
Cowering in the corner of my mind
To unfurl their knots.
Once again, I am left behind.
A soap bubble of for never
Floating up to the clouds
A memory to stay forever
Hidden from the crowds.
I am the shadow in my light
I am the hope in my despair
But after my lastest sleepless night I can say that
I am still there.
(May 2017)
reflections of an unquiet mind 
It honest. I like it.
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Thank you.
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You’re welcome
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Really? 🤣 thank you.
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I guess
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Okay
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Are we still friends?
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Yes we are. Why shouldn’t we be? I was at work… Workdays seem to be turning into quiet days for me. I am sorry 😔
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I know you work. I don’t feel like I hear anything from you.
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I’m sorry. I really am. I turned out to be a shitty friend at last, didn’t I?
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Nope. I’m just concerned.
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No need. Everything is alright.
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I’m still here. I still care. Still your buddy
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Same. We are still friends. I’d send you a kiss now but I am not sure if you take kisses from friends. A big hug will have to do.
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Lol!!! A hug will do. The wife might be inquisitive of where I got the lipstick from 😳
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Not from me. I don’t wear lipstick. 😛
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Incognito huh?
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Nah… I just don’t like the feel. I wear mascara though… I have nice eyes, I like to underline them.
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I wore it a little… you look much better.
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Thank you. You are probably right.
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Being a lady and all…
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A woman, yes. A lady – am not so sure. 🤣
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You fit my criteria
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That’s very good. Very good indeed.
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You’re actually a pretty classy chick Catherine. You have decent pictures and you conduct yourself well. I have never seen any pictures of your boobs, butt or hooha. 👍
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You will not see any of those pics either. Those are private things. 😊 Also, I believe that people should define themselves differently.
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Yet another reason I’ve stayed for so long. 👍
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👍 I am what I am. 👍 and so are you.
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Couldn’t change if I tried.
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Good. That’s worth a lot.
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