My arm hurts… Someone make it stop, please. No one wants to hear about my pain anymore. It’s annoying and has been a constant for years. I am in so much pain right now that I can’t lift my arm and I pretend to be alright. Which I am not. But what can I do? What am I supposed to say? I am in pain since 2019, had surgery in 2021 and the pain shifted from the shoulder to the arm. Before the surgery I was at least able to move the arm and lift weight and all. After,the shoulder got back its entire mobility but since they moved the biceps it is constantly inflamed which leaves the arm almost useless after a day of normal activities. I could even deal with that if I was not in pain. Painkillers aren’t an option because I have allergic reactions to most of the meds that were subscribed… And so I endure… Or try to… In my daily IRL life, no one wants to hear about it anymore and I numb myself with too much alcohol, but it doesn’t make the problem go away. Two days without pain, that’s all I want.

Yeah… Moral is down… All the way down… 😦