Things that were important, vital even are losing their hold on me. I am not writing. I am not seeking out music. I am not engaging on social media (Twitter or IG). I just exist.
And I like that. No overthinking. Enjoying the now (for now). I could complain about mosquito bites all over my body. I could complain about the heat and how it makes my body tingle in that way. I could. But I don’t. Because it is not important.
I could write a variety of superficial words that seem deep. If I tried hard enough, I am sure I could. But I don’t. I won’t.
I decided to enjoy this day. These days. Yeah… It’s all I can do. It’s what I owe to myself after pushing myself too hard, after years of sabotaging myself and ridiculing my own needs.
I am just me. Right now, it is all I want to be and all I need to be.
I am content with where I am right now in my life. It’s rather rare that I say this, but it is true for now.
Stay kind
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Happy 40th to Tom (yesterday was his birthday)
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Happy 42th to Ste (today is his day)
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I have been binge watching Seinfeld. I never understood the series’ humour when I was younger, but gosh, it is so funny and often relatable. So so funny… It’s one of the only shows where you could hear me laugh out loud when I am watching alone (as opposed to a snort) and nod in agreement. Just a great show.
reflections of an unquiet mind 
Yes, sometimes we need to sit back and just be. If I don’t feel like writing, I don’t (or is it more that I simply can’t?) I marvel that so many of our fellow bloggers feel they MUST publish a new post EVERY SINGLE DAY! Guess they have so much to tell us!
Seinfeld was such a great show, and like you said, often relatable. Enjoy your break from writing.
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