Doubts

Will I fit in?

Will they accept/like me?

Will I know what to do?

What if it doesn’t work out?

Does one know right away?

Am I wearing the right clothes?

What if my jeans rip? (The cloth is dangerously worn)

Will I be able to tame my hair?

What if I forget something?

What if my overthinking makes a positive situation negative?

Why is a new start (again) so frightening?

Why do I keep thinking that this needs to work out or I will be a failure?

Why do I pressure myself this much?

How will I spend the next hours?

Was this easier when I was younger?

Where is that comforting hug?

Is it always like this?

If I remember to breathe and to be me, will I be okay?

Why am I so scared?

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