Missing you. Always.

It’s been five years since my best friend passed away. I can’t believe it’s that long already. I miss him every day. And sometimes, I meet people who remind me of him, like Ollie or Matt. There’s just something about them that reminds me of my best friend – words, reactions, songs, a different angle to see things. So much has happened in these five years, and I want to tell him everything all the time, but he is not there anymore. I am lonely without him. I have great friends, but he left a void that can not be filled. Thinking of Jamie makes me happy and sad at once. Maybe this post explains why I was a bit off this last week…