Not the best day

And this means it is time for candles, a cup of tea, and a cozy blanket as trusted companions on the couch.

I was still not at my best today and decided to pamper myself a bit. I was alone. And felt lonely today too. I took a long bath with lots of bubbles, I like that. I put on a face mask, plucked my eyebrows and cut my hair and straightened it. And I also painted my nails (midnight blue with glitter). Yes, I cut my own hair and I do it quite well, or so I think. And when I was done, I put on a nice dress. I still don’t feel 100% but at least I look decent.

I am often alone, but I haven’t felt lonely in a while. I don’t want this feeling to come back and I don’t want it to persist. I am fighting it as best as I can.

Tomorrow will be different. Right? Right! Because it always gets better. I know it. I experienced it before.

I am tired, probably going to bed early tonight.

Big hugs from me to you