Remembering November – throwback post

In August, I had the idea to walk down memory lane with the blog. After many years of sharing thoughts and poetry and everything in between, I wanted to compile a sort of best of, but that’s not as easy as I thought it would be. I am a harsh critic when it comes to my own creations. There can be tough choices about what to post and share, but I will share those posts that resonate with me when I reread them. Here is October’s throwback post. Enjoy!

We start with 2013, because the blog saw the light of this world in December 2012

2013

2014

2015

2016

2017

2018

2019

2020

2021

2022

2023

There is not a lot of diversity in my November writing. There seems to be a lot of self-reflection in November, music and poetry too, but mostly, I seem to be preoccupied with myself. I don’t know. Maybe it’s because November is often emotionally charged in ways other months aren’t. I also noticed that I wrote a lot about my shoulder issues in 2019, 2020 and 2021. I hate that I could write very similar things about it right now in 2024. Anyway, I am sick, which is also a recurring theme in November, and tired. I may have pissed off my best fried accidentally earlier tonight. It’s not the best day today.

Don’t be shy about commenting or liking or sharing. And don’t hold back on browsing the blog. There is something for everyone. There are even a couple of recipes for food.

Thank you for being on this journey with me.

books

I admit, I take some pride in this. It’s an achievement; at least for me it is. The prevalent theme in my poetry is love, loss, mental health, relationships… Always a bit on the melancholy side of things, but I like to think quite emotive and relatable too.

So here is a little reminder of the books I published:

Unquiet Minds

Unquiet Minds was my first ever published book with my own full name as the author. It was an amazing feeling to hold this little poetry collection in my hands. Just the thought that this was something I had created, completely on my own. Every word written in this book, every editing mistake, I did it all. And I also took this absolutely awesome cover pic myself. It is a heavily edited soap bubble. Yes, that’s right. It’s no drawing and nothing mysterious. Just a soap bubble in the sky.

Drowning in a Sea of Voices

This one was published almost a year after the first. On the cover is me. Oh, don’t let me fool you, contrary to what you may think, my name and my face on a book was terrifying. Even more so knowing that I took that particular selfie in the bathtub. I am demystifying every mystery about the covers of my books in this post. Anyway, it is another little poetry collection; and again, I did everything on my own. I had asked online for a bit of help, but no one offered (I even offered to pay). I kind of like the cover of this book. Dark. Then again, that seems to be something my book covers have in common.

Heart of Stone

Now this was something else, something that still makes my heart swell with pride. Heart of Stone is a novel that I had written and posted on a site called Wattpad. But, it never felt quite finished; the characters never really left my mind, and so, one night I sat down to rewrite and edit the entire story. Chapters were added, characters were dropped or added and overall, the story came out more polished and more rounded than it was before. Now, the subject is not for everyone, in fact it is quite niche. It’s a love story. Romance. It’s a story about two men meeting at the right moment in time, when everything around them seems to shatter and they are the ones who can make the other whole again. Mental health (anxiety attacks) are a subject explored in this book too. I would say it is not cliché, but maybe I am the wrong person to judge. Riley Stone and Emerson Heart are probably the most developed characters I ever wrote. (Of course, as always, the editing and the cover were done by myself. This time I had actually found a beta-reader who gladly took the money but never got back to me with any tips or editing. I doubt they even read the manuscript… water under the bridge now) The cover is of a stone shaped like a heart, I saw it years before this story even took shape in my mind but suddenly, it all made sense. Heart of Stone.

A Life in Frames

With this release, I wanted to show off my writing skills, as boastful as it sounds. Many short stories (flash fiction) I wrote can be found in that book. It felt a bit like wrapping up things. I had published poetry, a novel, and now this anthology. I wasn’t sure if there was more writing in me, but there always is. Creativity is a well that rarely dries up, it’s just that the mind sometimes holds us back and tries to make us feel like failures. I can wholeheartedly recommend A Life in Frames though. It’s a good little book. Good writing. (As before, all done on my own, hehe – do you see a pattern there? The cover photo is a light bulb in the dark)

Out of the Dark and into the Light

This one should be called “the book that doesn’t exist” I barely advertised this one and only sold a handful of copies. I am not sure why it was difficult to get this poetry collection going. I suspect it was me leaving Facebook that made this advertising thing harder than it should have been. But I also admit, I barely remember anything about the process of writing the poems for this one or how and why the cover is the way it is. And to my dismay, I have to say, I don’t even own a printed copy of this either. (Cover pic – light in a hallway, and editing done by yours truly)

Perfect Imperfection

With this book, I had some help. The cover picture and the title were suggested by a good friend of mine – a creative person too. After reading a couple of poems from the manuscript of this book, the friend came up with the title – there’s a poem of the same name in this collection. Perfect Imperfection was also the first more official release. Or it felt that way. It was published with a local ISBN and was the first that could be found in the Luxembourgish National Library, that’s why, on Amazon, it says published by Bibliothèque Nationale de Luxembourg. It’s the book that made me a bit more visible nationally. I like this one, but maybe that’s because of everything that happened after the release of the book (referring to the visibility that I mentioned before)

Word Thief

To date, this is my last publication. It was released on my 40th birthday. In this book, you can find most of the poems that can be found in the other poetry collections too and then some. As you can see, it’s me again on the cover. Again it was a suggestion by my friend I mentioned above. The name Word Thief came about when I noticed that I do borrow words sometimes. No, no plagiarism, but I often use songs as inspiration when writing and I end up using words I heard in the songs I listened to recently. I am not sure if that makes sense. For Word Thief, I had a couple more polished angles to advertise; like the two songs Daniel Cavanagh recorded for me and put on his soundcloud site for instance. I was a bit disappointed at first that this book didn’t do as well as I expected it to do. Was it the price? Was I overestimating myself? All of the above? If you are a creator you probably know the feeling of feeling very strongly about your latest project only for it to fall on deaf ears. That’s what happened here. I tried many things to make it work but in the end I understood that I am just a grain of sand on this earth. I have no impact, no outside voice that matters. All I have is the passion to write and to keep doing what I started doing in 2012. The fact that I am not writing in my native language is something that adds to my insecurities sometimes, but then again, I couldn’t write as emotionally in my own language. It doesn’t sound the same. Anyway, I have many copies left at home of this one, mainly because of a printing error. There were white pages in the books that should not have been there – and for once it was not my fault, it happened at the press. I personalised every one of those copies with a little drawing (I am very bad at that) or/and a little note.

Fire & Rain

Fire&Rain is the latest addition in my self-publishing journey. It has been released on July 12th 2024 and marks the 8th book that was released with my own name on the cover. (The 6th poetry collection.) I am very proud of this book because I think it has some of the strongest poetry I’ve written to date. So far, there is no feedback about it but I will keep you updated. There are a couple of ideas on how to make Fire&Rain the wholesome release WORD THIEF was, but it is all still in the early stages. Fire&Rain is definitely worth a read if you are a poetry lover.

The Weight of Light

The Weight of Light is a collection of poems that balances raw emotion with quiet reflection. It explores the contrasts we live with: light and dark, love and loss, presence and absence. Each poem invites the reader into moments of gaslighting vulnerability, offering glimpses of the strength hidden in stillness. With simple, honest words, it speaks of connection, identity, and the way small moments can carry unexpected meaning.

For those seeking solace, connection, or simply a moment to pause, The Weight of Light offers a space to feel, reflect, and find light even when it feels heavy.

The August Current

The August Current is my tenth book of poems, and perhaps the most unexpected of them all. I hadn’t planned to release anything new this year, but in late July a sudden wave of words swept through me. In less than a week, ninety poems filled my notebooks—written in sleepless nights, carried by a current I couldn’t resist.
This collection is different. Alongside the typed poems, I’ve included photographs of some of the handwritten originals. Ink smudges, crooked lines, crossings-out—all left as they were. They capture the poems in their first breath, raw and unpolished, with a truth that polished pages often lose.
What makes The August Current special is that it wasn’t meant to exist, and yet it insisted. It carries storms and stillness, shadows and light, fragments of longing and release. For me, it stands as proof that sometimes the work chooses the writer, and not the other way around.
Available as Kindle and paperback. Signed copies can be ordered directly from me.

Every one of those books is available on amazon worldwide, or with me – from this blog. I ship worldwide too with no additional fees.

I thank you for being here and maybe browsing this place a bit. I know, the sheer amount of written words on this blog can be a bit overwhelming but, if you like music, poetry, short stories or even some photography, I am sure there is something for you here.

It’s nice to know that you exist 💜

remembering September – a throwback post

Last month, I had the idea to walk down memory lane with the blog. After many years of sharing thoughts and poetry and everything in between, I wanted to compile a sort of best of, but that’s not as easy as I thought it would be. I am a harsh critic when it comes to my own creations. But last month’s post sparked the idea of doing this every month from now on. So here goes…

One post from the month of September since the beginning of the blog. Please enjoy and don’t spare the feedback.

2012:

none because the blog was born in December

2013:

2014:

2015:

2016:

2017:

2018:

2019:

2020:

2021:

2022:

2023:

Just like last month, I am surprised by the amount of poetry I wrote over the years. But I also noticed that September is always a time for change, a time for reflection. September 2015 is a month that changed my life, even though it might not be visible at first glance, after that month, my writing changed a lot. Things happened that month, and without them, I would not be here today, I would not be who I am, and I would not have thought about getting a job either. September 2015 was one of the most important months of my adult life. And yet, not much of that was shared on the blog. The reasons stayed and will always stay privat.

Just like in August, there is a little bit of everything: music, short stories, musings, personal stuff, and of course, poetry. All of the above posts, all 11 of them are worth your attention. You’ll see how much I’ve changed and how much I’ve stayed the same

Take a look and don’t be shy to comment. You will notice that I am not spoiled with comments.

And if you want to know more about me and where to find me, this post is for you

Thank you for your love and your curiosity. It matters. You matter. ❤

Simple and Profound: Me

The most read poem on the blog:

I decided to share the above poem again because it holds a special place in my heart. As I browsed the stats today, I was pleasantly surprised to see that there has been a surge in views on the blog recently. And while I was browsing and reading, I noticed that the poem above has garnered the most reads ever. This reaffirms my belief in the power of simplicity and the beauty of brevity. It’s fascinating to see how this simple, short poem has resonated with so many people, making it clear that sometimes the most straightforward works hold the most profound impact.

The most viewed post about music:

I wrote a lot about music and the meaning of it in my life. It is a bit of a surprise that over the years this has become the most read or viewed post about music. Still, I like it though. By the way, both Cavanagh brothers came out with new music this week. Both collaborated with Daniel Cardoso and both songs couldn’t be any more different. Weather Systems’s track truly captures the essence of emotional and powerful music. The track “do angels sing like rain” is a masterpiece that takes the listener on a journey through the depths of human emotions. On the other hand, The Radicant’s EP “We Ascend” is a bold step into experimental and boundary-pushing music. The mesmerizing and intricate sounds in the title track leave a lasting impression. The diversity of these projects showcases the incredible range of the artists involved. It’s truly fascinating how artists can explore such different musical territories. If you haven’t already, give both artists a listen, they deserve it.

The most read short story:

The original piece, penned back in 2014, still resonates with me today as I revisit it on this very site. It’s fascinating to look back on a piece that captures a different time in my life. Reflecting on it now, it’s clear that those stories played a crucial role in shaping my growth as a writer and helped me tap into the depths of my creative reservoir. They were instrumental in guiding me towards discovering and nurturing the poet within.

It took a long while to find my voice, and in a way I think the writing on this blog that was recently shared is amongst the best I ever shared. It’s just a feeling, maybe you feel otherwise. I have been very inspired when I finished editing Fire&Rain. It’s quite nice. This was my trip down memory lane for this week.

Now, here is my question for you and I would be happy if you would take the time to engage with me:

What is the first poem you read on my blog? Do you remember it?

Did you listen to the songs? Which one do you prefer?

Which posts do you prefer to see on this blog? Obviously, there is a lot about me too, and short stories like Rare Bird…

Too much? No, it’s simple, profound: me. More about me can be found here: about me.

Keep in touch 🙂

burning embers of our soils

When our eyes first met,
Time seemed to stand still.
An electric current surged through me,
Igniting a spark that could not be stilled.

In your gaze, I saw reflections of myself -
Fragments of a soul I thought I'd never find.
An inexplicable bond, a cosmic alignment,
Entwining our hearts and minds.

We are two halves of a whole,
Kindred spirits, destined to be.

A connection that transcends this plane,
A twin flame, eternally.
No words can capture the depth of this love,
This union so divine.

Our souls intertwined, a dance,
A love that is timeless, ever-sublime.
In your arms, I am home,
A sanctuary of warmth and light.

Our bond, a lighthouse in the stormy seas,
Guiding us through the darkest of night.
Though the world may not understand,
What burns between us, this holy fire -

We know the truth that lies in our hearts,
A love that will live forevermore.
This love, a sacred, eternal blaze,
Ignited by a single, fated gaze.

A bond that transcends time and space,
A twin flame, our souls forever embrace.
In this embrace, we find our way,
Through the shadows, into the light of day.

A love that will never fade or die,
Our bond, eternal, until we cease to be.

reflections in broken mirrors

Shards of glass, once a mirror's face,
Reflect a broken, fragmented trace.
Each shard a window to the past,
Memories etched, forever cast.

I gaze upon these jagged pieces,
Wondering what each one releases.
A smile, a tear, a moment shared,
All captured, in these shards impaired.

The mirror's cracks reveal the truth,
That life is not a perfect proof.

It's a journey filled with highs and lows,
Where light and shadow are always in the know.

Yet in these broken, scattered parts,
I find a story that imparts.
A life that is painted in its richest hues,
If we look closely at the cracks we see a new view.

This mirror, once whole and pristine,
Now a reflection of what has been.
A reminder that even in the breaks,
Beauty and meaning still awakes.

The cracks reveal the truth within,
The scars that mark the path I've been
A first step, at last the journey's start,
A mirror of the human heart.

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this poem was inspired by two things: my cousin with whom I had dinner tonight. Despite every obstacle she encountered in her life, she turned out to be an amazing woman. I love her very much.

and the other part of the inspiration came from this picture:

your words


Your words, a gentle breeze,
Bring calm to troubled seas,
A soothing balm to ease the mind,
In your voice, peace I find.

When anger clouds the air,
Your words dispel the fear,
They guide me to a kinder way,
Lighting up a brighter day.

Through pain and sorrow’s veil,
Your words never fail,
They offer hope, a helping hand,
To heal the wounds, understand.

In times of doubt and strife,
Your words bring joy to life,
They lift my spirits, make me whole,
Nurturing peace within the soul.

Your words, a melody so sweet,
Soothe the heart, make it beat,
With kindness, they embrace and hold,
A treasure more precious than gold.

When the world seems dark and bleak,
Your words give me the strength to seek,
The light that shines through the gloom,
Dispelling the shadows, bringing bloom.

In your words, I find a home,
A sanctuary where I can roam,
Free from the burdens I bear,
Embraced by your words, beyond compare.

Your words, a guiding star,
Lead me to where we are,
Reminding me of my worth,
Spreading peace across the earth.

With each syllable you speak,
You help the weary find their feet,
Your words, a bright star in the night,
Illuminating the path to the light

earth scars

The forests fall, the oceans choke,
As we consume without a thought,
Leaving scars that cannot be bought,
Our careless ways, a heavy yoke.

We ravage the earth, heedless of the cost,
Tearing through nature’s delicate dance,
Blinded by greed, we plunder and advance,
Oblivious to the treasures we have lost.

The once-lush canopies now lie in ruin,
Replaced by barren, lifeless ground,
The vibrant hues have all but drowned,
As our relentless actions continue.

The oceans, once vast and teeming with life,
Now choke on the waste we’ve cast aside,
Suffocating the creatures that once did abide,
A witness to our careless, harmful strife.

We claim dominion over this fragile sphere,
Forgetting we’re but guests in nature’s embrace,
Exploiting her bounty, without a trace
Of the reverence we should hold, so dear.

The time has come to heed the earth’s cries,
To mend the wounds we’ve so callously wrought,
And cherish the beauty that can’t be bought,
Lest we lose the world before our very eyes.

flying


I am alive, a spark of fire,
Ignited by a deep, yearning desire.
My spirit soars, unfettered and free,
Defying gravity, I can fly, you see.


With wings outstretched, I take to the sky,
Leaving earthly tethers behind, I defy,
Riding the winds, I dance with the breeze,
Exhilarated, my soul is at ease.


No longer bound by the weight of the world,
My heart is unfurled, my dreams unfurled.
I am alive, a phoenix reborn,
Ascending higher, my freedom adorned.

This moment of flight, a triumph divine,
All the power that’s mine.
I am alive, I can soar, I can fly,
Embracing the clouds and the sky.

Fire & Rain: Poetry Collection by Catherine Tricarico – Pre-Order Now

My new book Fire & Rain will be published on July 12th. We are giving it the final touches to make this the best release yet – writing and editing – wise. Fire & Rain will be the 8th book published (6th poetry collection) since 2018.

Prepare to be captivated by the raw, emotive power of “Fire & Rain” – a poetry collection that delves into the very depths of the human experience.

From the passionate intensity of joy to the profound depths of pain, this collection takes you on an odyssey through the vast oceans of emotion. Each line, each verse, resonates with the complexities of life, weaving an intricate tapestry of heartstrings and spirit-aligning connections.

In the silence of the mind, the whispers of the heart emerge, revealing the human spirit as a living, breathing work of art. Bittersweet and profoundly moving, the verses of “Fire & Rain” invite you to feel the rhythm and rhyme of our shared heartbeat.

Prepare to have your soul stirred, your eyes opened, and your spirit soar as you immerse yourself in the transformative power of this exceptional poetry collection. Experience “Fire & Rain” and let the language of the heart ignite your senses.

PRE-ORDER Fire & Rain NOW from this blog. It’s easy and uncomplicated.

on the back cover of the book, you can find this blurb:

Fire & rain, a journey through joy and pain
Emotions deep as oceans, wide and vast,
Touching souls, in memories that last.

Complexities of life, woven through each line,
Where heartstrings pull and spirits align.
In the silence of the mind, whispers of the heart,
Revealing the human spirit, a living work of art.

Connections deep, beyond the reach of time,
Invisible bonds, in rhythm and in rhyme.
The human experience, rich and bittersweet,
In every verse, our shared heartbeat.

So let these words, from the depths arise,
To stir the spirit and open the eyes.
For poetry is the language, where the soul takes flight, And in its beauty, finds the purest light.

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unicorn me

I was your unicorn, your mythical dream,
A creature of wonder, so pure and serene.
You sought me out, longing for my company,
Enchanted by stories of my mystery.

But then you grew distant, your heart turned away,
Forgetting the magic we shared every day.
I waited in vain, my spirit now torn,
Longing for the time when your love I had worn.

Now I stand alone, my radiance fading,
My unicorn essence, forever evading.
I was your dream, your fantastical muse,
But your heart's true affection, you chose to refuse.

Oh, how I wish you would call out my name,
And let me return to our enchanted domain.
I long for your touch, your embrace once again,
To be your unicorn, your eternal friend.

ghosts in our home (new poem)

A breath in the night sky,
Cool and quivering like a lover’s sigh,
Once every few moons,
Our spirits kiss,
Tender and warm, a fleeting bliss.

Covering our souls
Like rain; with love,
Soft droplets caressing from above.

We remember past words,
Whispers under our skin,
A tactile memory, thin and worn,
And oak trees in the storm,
Their rough bark groaning, forlorn.

Fast fingers and slow minds,
Drunk with passion and wine,
The tang of berries on our tongues,
Sweet and heady, as we clung.

Let us float on dreams,
On the scent of night-blooming jasmine streams,
Until we reach our destination,
As ghosts in our home,
In the silence, our love’s quiet exclamation.

Now, with every twilight’s embrace,
We dance to the silent songs of the cosmos,
The air vibrating with our unspoken hymns,
Entwined in the waltz of the forgotten,
Our laughter, a symphony of spectral whims.

In the quietude of the dark,
When shadows play on the walls,
Our love rekindles the flame,
A gentle glow, the softest balm in the hearth of eternity.

Through the window of the soul,
Glimpses of eternity flicker,
As we trace the constellations,
Our fates written in stardust and moonbeams,
A visual feast for the heart’s contemplations.

So let the night envelop us,
A cloak woven from the threads of yesteryears,
For in the heart of our abode,
We live on, timeless and serene,
As ghosts in our home, forever unseen.

Beneath the silvered veil of the moon,
Our silhouettes merge, an ancient rune,
Cast upon the walls, a shadow play,
Telling tales of love, in an ephemeral ballet.

The stars, our audience, twinkle with delight,
As we spin stories in the fabric of the night,
Each movement a brushstroke in the sky’s vast canvas,
Our love, the palette from which all hues amass.

In the garden, where the wild roses grow,
Their petals spread like blush on snow,
The night air carries their sweet perfume,
Intertwining with our essence, in the gloom.

And there, by the willow’s weeping grace,
Our fingers touch, a delicate lace,
The fireflies dance, a luminous spree,
Witness to our love’s quiet symphony.

With every dawn, our forms may fade,
But in the twilight, our colors cascade,
For in this place we call our own,
We paint our love, in tones unknown,
As ghosts in our home, forever shown.

As seasons cycle, from spring to winter’s chill,
Time’s relentless march, against our still,
Yet within these walls, our moments defy,
The ticking clock, as centuries fly by.

The laughter of children, once filled the air,
Now whispers of joy, linger in despair,
The echoes of footsteps, a rhythmic beat,
Now silent, in time’s unyielding defeat.

But here we stand, amidst the flow,
Of hours and days, we used to know,
Our love, a constant, through the sands,
Of time, held firmly in our hands.

For though the world outside may age,
Our story’s written on an endless page,
In this house, where memories roam,
We are eternal, as ghosts in our home.

And yet, the heart does yearn,
For the touch that will never return,
The voice that whispers no more,
In the quiet night, it’s what we adore.

The longing, a river deep and wide,
Flows through the chambers where we hide,
A yearning for the past, so sweet,
Where love and loss, in silence meet.

In every corner, a memory waits,
A longing for the opening of the gates,
To the days when laughter was shared,
In this home, where we dared.

To love, to live, to hold on tight,
In the face of time’s relentless flight,
Our longing, a testament to what was,
In this home, where we pause.

To feel, to remember, to embrace,
The love that time cannot erase,
For as long as this house shall stand,
Our longing, hand in hand,
With the ghosts of our home, forever grand.

The scent of old letters, yellowed and frail,
Carries the ink of our tale,
A fragrance of time, sweet and sour,
In our hands, it blooms, a delicate flower.

The sound of a distant melody,
Plays softly, a forgotten rhapsody,
A tune that stirs the soul, deep and profound,
In its notes, our longing is found.

The sight of an empty chair, by the hearth,
Speaks volumes of absence, a silent mirth,
Its fabric worn, by years of wait,
Holding the shape of our shared fate.

The taste of tears, salt on the lip,
A reminder of love’s final trip,
Bitter and true, they fall like rain,
In their path, our longing remains.

The touch of a breeze, through an open pane,
Whispers of presence, amidst the pain,
A caress from the past, gentle and slight,
In its wake, our longing takes flight.

For in this home, where echoes resound,
Our spirits linger, forever bound,
In every sense, our longing thrives,
As ghosts in our home, through countless lives.

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poetry – 819 words – reading time: 4 minutes

Second try

One step forward on this path

Walking, guided by the moon

And the echo tells me what I already know

And the journey was laid out before I was born

The cold is not freezing

The water is not drowning me

Silence is what I need to find what’s left me.

call me!

I read your sensual words. I can’t deny the affect they have. The slight blush and the heat that wanders from my core to my center. I press my knees together. Blissful, tormenting heat.

I hear your voice. You called. And I hear the affect I have on you too. You sound breathless and your voice is higher. More heat spreads inside me. Blissful, tormenting heat. And it is your doing.

Your voice utters more words. My body reacts. You know it does. And as I follow your orders and give my own, I giggle. Yes, I giggle. Because you know the right words and the way they affect me. Goose flesh spreads all over my skin.

Wandering hands. Rustling sheets. Hushed voices on the phone, and heated skins. Words. Demanding. Sweet. Begging. More. And you know how to pleasure me.

The magic words. The ones that never disappoint. The order comes. I hear it and imagine your ragged breath against my ear. Your hands on me. Those words. Just two. Deeply affecting me. *** *****

Fire in my veins. Devouring pleasure. Trembling. Pulsating. Inside. Outside. And still your voice in me. Urging me on. Can’t stop now. The tension that once lived inside is soaking my fingers. Your words released me.

I can’t move. I can’t think. There are no words. Silence. Your silence is just as affecting as your words. Your erratic breath tells me everything I need to know. I affect you too.

For a moment, the world ceases to exist. Just you. Me. Our breaths. Our silence. Shared words that don’t need to be said. Subsiding heat. Fading tension. A chuckle. Two more words. And the call ends.

flowers

who will put flowers on my grave?
who will be there on my final days?
and when I am gone
when I sang my final song,
who will take flowers to my grave?
In the rain
waiting to be washed away,
like the fading flowers on my grave.
and there I wait
for my ultimate fate
and I see your flowers on my grave.

*inspired by the song Flowers by Antimatter*