reflections in stones

At night I lie to myself to answer my questions.
I conquer oceans and seas, rivers and rain
Just to drown, to suffocate in the shadow of my tears.
I am trapped in windows and glass, in mist and clouds.
In my dreams I burn like fire in a hurricane made of diamonds and rubys,
Smoke and dust ripple like waves on water
Glowing in the moon, fading in the sun.
At night I lie to myself
I am black stones and white sand
A universal rock. Never invisible.
I am alive.