surrender

what if I surrendered and stopped fighting every obstacle that appears on my path? Would life become easier? Or would I just delay the inevitable? No one knows, and no one cares. Do they? And in spite of everything, I only want to surrender to you. All for you. Love me as if I deserved it. Because some days I deserve your love, and mine too. There is no clarity in these thoughts, nothing that makes it easier to understand them. There are personal experiences, memories and expectations, but nothing else to understand. Just let me give up, and catch me when I do. Allow me to be fragile. I don’t want to be in control. I surrender.