It’s weird how things go. My uncle was buried today. It was his sister’s birthday. She passed away two years ago. The day he died, he was in her house. It is as if she called him to her side. I don’t know. I have no idea what I am talking about.

Tomorrow is my mom’s birthday. She’ll be 63. I haven’t seen her since my cousin’s wedding in July and before that, I hadn’t seen her in years. I have no urge to visit her. I don’t feel the need to see her. And I know it sounds cold and evil. Maybe I am. That too, I don’t know.

My best friend is still MIA. I don’t know what happened but I am definitely worried by now. He’s a good man with many demons. And I am afraid something happened. Something bad. And I am not there to help him because I have no way to reach him… He doesn’t respond. Him living in a different country isn’t helping either. It keeps running round and round in my mind. Yes, I am worried.

All in all though, I am in a peaceful state of mind though. Or I try to be. There is no drama in my life, except the one I create or my mind wants to create. My ADS is or seems to be balanced. The only thing I need to be careful with is my fragile mind. In the blink of an eye everything can change… I know it too well, and I am not ready for that.