It feels like goodbye and all I want to do is hold on to you, tell you how much I love you and let you know that everything will be okay. But what do I know? I don’t know your struggles and I only know the name of your demons, not how they make you feel. I am powerless. I am lost. And I am selfish. I am selfish because I want to stay. I want you to live. I need you in my life. Don’t give in. Don’t turn into a memory that’s a dash between two dates. You are more than that. You are the universe. Bigger than everything. Better than most. And what can I say? There are no labels for our kind of love. It’s not strictly romantic and far from being platonic. Just us and the way we are addicted to the other’s presence…
Either way… You are spiraling and I am worried more than I ever was. And I am trying to be there but I am scared shitless… I cannot be without you anymore.
💜❤️🩵🧡🤍🩶💛💙💚
182 words, written in 4 minutes – fiction of course
reflections of an unquiet mind 