Addict

I came here to be free, but I am trapped. I will never leave this place alive. This war kills me, second by second, slowly. I need artificial help to survive. I need to lie and manipulate to get what I want. I want to free my mind, but I live in a cage. I am an addict. A liar and a thief. Give me what I demand or there will be an eternal night growing between us. I will never love you and I hate myself. Just another fix. Just one more pill and everything will change. I promise.