Tonight, I spent in front of the telly, watching “The Fugitive” (1993, with Harrison Ford and Tommy Lee Jones) After that, I watched a documentary about Yves Montand (a French Italian actor and Singer – born in 1921 as Ivo Livi) And completely unrelated, I was reminded of Parker Lewis can’t lose and that it was a show I really enjoyed as a kid.
Life is life right now. There is work, not much sleep, and an overwhelming love and respect for my kids. And there is the knowledge that I am doing great at work, that I made the right decision when I changed work a third time in less than 18months. I am happy to go to work. Often, telling people that I went back to work with kids is frowned upon. My current work is not as special or prestigious as the social work at the foster home for teenage mom’s or the work supervising parents on their weekly visits with their kids. But for me, it is way more fulfilling. I adore working with kids. And there is friendship, not much, but so close that it feels like home whenever our minds meet.
I was made aware that I did not write much recently, and it is true. I wrote from an emotion that I am not feeling anymore and that makes it hard to keep writing. One could argue that I could write happy pieces for once, but I don’t have it in me. It never sounds quite right.
I have plans for February 2023… (They have to do with writing) We’ll see what will happen… I stopped pressuring myself a bit. And that feels nice for a change.
reflections of an unquiet mind 