Suicide prevention day

What can I say that has not been said before? Possibly nothing, because there is nothing new under the sun.

I know some people who tried to put an end to their lives. And I tried too. I did not want to be a part of my life anymore. I was not feeling myself. And I was feeling too much. But, I am still here. I am fighting. Every day. And most days it is an invisible struggle; voices that only I can hear.

In spite of it all, I don’t regret anything. I believe that everything happens for a reason and that spirits are guiding us on our path. You see, I don’t believe in god. But that’s okay for me. If you believe and have faith, please do. I am happy for you that you found a source of trust. But it is not for me.

Little acts of kindness can go a long way, that’s something I know. Reaching out, even out of the blue and unexpected, can change an entire day. And also, if you don’t feel well and if you want to erase everything about you from this earth, reach out. The people who care might surprise you.

One of the most impactful things I was told when I was very low was this:

A moment can not outdo the ever

I still have many moments when nothing is okay, but I became less vocal about them. There are several reasons, but one of them is that I am stronger than I make myself look. And I am less miserable than I appear.

Some days, all we can do is be okay, and that is enough.

💜❤️🧡🤎💙💛💚🖤🤍

Already, it is Saturday night