It says: They see you! To remind myself that I am not invisible, even if I often feel like it. The way I observe people, they observe me too. The way I see them, they see me too. I am here. I exist… A link in a chain. Damaged beyond repair. Hiding behind masks and opinions, even when I am naked; simply out of fear that my mind is ugly and my body too, and that I don’t deserve their love. I’ve been told so for decades. It is in me. And when one stopped saying it, another one stepped into my life and took over. It is hard to see anything other.
I would never intentionally harm or hurt anyone.
Maybe I feel too much. Maybe I am too sensitive. Maybe my mind is sick; And I am afraid that everyone who matters in my life will eventually be sick of me and throw me out with the trash.
I don’t want to be that person. Yet here I am. Doing what I am not supposed to do. I deserve love. Self-love too. I am worthy of it.
xx
Made at myintent.org
reflections of an unquiet mind 