lost

my mind is lost
clogged with thoughts
where did I go wrong?
how many times should I say I’m sorry?

I care a lot. Too much?
But I feel lost
there is no peace in my mind
I’m running in circles

and I can’t break free
am I really that bad?
I never thought I was
and now I’m lost

lost in thought
lost in an empty space that once was filled with you
lost, when one word coming from you could make me emerge again