right here by my side

right here by my side (by CT)

shots in the air
panic strikes
blood streams out of wounds
tears fall from eyes

green eyes meet brown eyes
yours meet mine
hand touches an arm
your hand, my arm

You are here
at last I meet you
the man of my dreams
I don’t know if you’re real or not
but you feel good on me

misery and sorrow all around us
I forget it all,
I don’t care anymore
you are right here, beside me

I feel safe

the sky starts to cry
soaking us through and through
but I can’t care
I can’t move

you’re voice is soothing
I can’t let you go, you say
my eyes are heavy with sleep
I am tired
you have to let me go, I whisper

breathing ecomes harder
you’re still right beside me
your hands are on my shoulders
and I hear you begging and crying

I smile
you look beautiful
I feel serene
you look sad
I have to find my way back home
tears stream down your face

I feel loved
I feel
and I’m gone
my body and soul part

you’re right beside me
I can see you holding my body
but I can’t feel you
I see blood on your hands
it’s mine, or so it appears

I see you falling
and you lay down beside me
I see life slipping out of your body

we are standing next to each other
you are right here with me
together at last
forgetting the past

and as we watch the chaos beneath us
you take my hand
your touch feels heavenly
you are mine, I am yours in eternity