Nah… But it’s just a phase. Without darkness there is no light. And without sad days I wouldn’t appreciate the happy ones.
Also… The mood has nothing to do with you, although, I admit I was doubting myself a bit for a moment there.
Most people think that being big goes hand in hand with feeling bad about it. And for a long while I did. But just as many men think big is beautiful as those who don’t. In the end, all that matters is that i have days when I feel beautiful too. 🙂 Thank you for being vocal and open about this.
He’ll be funnier. Way more confident. Won’t freak out over things you post. He’ll be more like you. More compatible. Green eyed. Ginger. Nice lips… Luxembourgish……
What’s for dinner tonight? Did you ever listen to one of the songs I share? If a friend asks, do you give them money? (No I am not asking for favours, lol) How often did you wish you had never engaged with me because I am too chatty?
If I have to make small talk I’ll usually goof off about stupid stuff. But if we’re going to have a conversation, let’s delve into the deep inner mechanisms and things that could offend 😂🤦♂️
reflections of an unquiet mind 
Nice picture 🙃
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Merci. Thank you.
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Is that you?
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Yes, that is me. It’s hard to recognize without my face… But yes.
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Awesome!
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I like your shoes 👍
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Thanks.i do too.
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That’s good
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It’s just shoes. I seldom wear any heels.
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You look fine in either
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Thank you.
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Am I bothering you?
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No.
How are you in this Friday?
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I’m doing good. Wanted to talk to you because I felt like I needed to.
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I am here. 🙂 A bit tired on one side, because I did not sleep. Again.
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I feel like we kind of fought. And maybe you’re not jazzed about me anymore?
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Hm… Are you confusing me with someone? I don’t remember a fight. You still rock, John.
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Ok.. a squabble. A disagreement etc
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That happens between friends and I think it was nothing more than a conversation, a discussion. Nothing to worry about.
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Yes ma’am.🤜
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🤛 good. Do not overthink. I am a cool woman, i can handle all of this. 🙂
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She’s a big girl 🙄
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That too… But that only means that there is a lot to love about me.
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I meant mature 😂🤣
Nothing wrong with being big. You’re really not big….
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Black makes me look thinner…
But yes… I am mature too. People change. I got a lot less complicated over these last months, more understanding, i think.
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You’re absolutely fine! If you can fit in pantyhose you’re not fat 😂
Yes ma’am.
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🤣🤜
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Feel better about yourself?
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Nah… But it’s just a phase. Without darkness there is no light. And without sad days I wouldn’t appreciate the happy ones.
Also… The mood has nothing to do with you, although, I admit I was doubting myself a bit for a moment there.
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John doesn’t mind big girls. He’s married to one 🙂
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Lol… As I said, i am ok with my body
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I’m being open with you. I’m sorry if it’s a topic you don’t like.
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Most people think that being big goes hand in hand with feeling bad about it. And for a long while I did. But just as many men think big is beautiful as those who don’t. In the end, all that matters is that i have days when I feel beautiful too. 🙂 Thank you for being vocal and open about this.
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I’m one of those guys who doesn’t mind it. I kind of preferred it. A beautiful woman is a beautiful woman..
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I would like to ask why, but I am not sure if that is topic for a public conversation. 🙂
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I like curves. Plus size women are just more proportionate than thin women.
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I have my preferences too, for sure. 🙂
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Young, muscular, nice hair and teeth. Nice smile. Nice legs. Baggy pants 🙄
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Older than me. Ginger. Nice lips. Preferably green eyes. Nice smile. Good humour. Everything else is bonus anyway .
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Good. None of that is me 😂
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The smile is you, lol
But yeah… I definitely have a type.
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I’m told I don’t smile much
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That’s sad. I smile a lot.
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You have a really nice smile
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Thank you. So I have been told.
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I thought I was special 🙄
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You are. You are the only John I know.
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If you knew more?
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You were still special.
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I think I’m another John away from being just a blog person.
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Lol… Nope. Will not happen.
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He’ll be funnier. Way more confident. Won’t freak out over things you post. He’ll be more like you. More compatible. Green eyed. Ginger. Nice lips… Luxembourgish……
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No… I need you to protect me from that other John.
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He’s all the John you ever wanted or needed
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I have a Pat for that. For John, i only need you.
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But John isn’t gunning for Pat’s job..
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That’s good. I don’t need nor want that.
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Did I make you uncomfortable?
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No. I am laughing.
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Ok
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You keep forgetting that i have a sense of humour, sarcasm, and irony.
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And I’m John… just John.
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Don’t diminish who you are. Take up the space you deserve on this earth. 🙂
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My confidence is rather small these days.
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I know. But does not need to be. Not when you are here with me. Promise.
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Well we’ve talked about weight, preferences, me, alternate me, you… what else would you like to talk about?
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What’s for dinner tonight? Did you ever listen to one of the songs I share? If a friend asks, do you give them money? (No I am not asking for favours, lol) How often did you wish you had never engaged with me because I am too chatty?
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I don’t know
I’ve actually heard a bit of old Marillion.
Sometimes
Actually never
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Short answers. 🤔 But good ones. 🙂
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You asked 😂
Ask me something that I might give you a more lengthy answer?
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🤔 Did you play the guitar today? It’s time you did.
Tell me about your favourite movie
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Nope.. I haven’t played in a while. I don’t have much time and the whole confidence thingy…..
What else?
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I want to ask about your job. Is that fair game or not?
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I drive trucks. Not very interesting
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I drive trucks. Not very interesting..
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I don’t agree. But I don’t know anything about that. 🙂
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Have you got any of my comments?
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Are my comments coming through?
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My comments aren’t working
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Have a good evening Cat.
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After getting all dressed up and looking like a million dollars, please tell me your husband took you out for a really awesome evening?
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Nope. 🤷♀️
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What??😧
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It is what it is
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If my wife dressed up like that I’d most definitely taker out, show her off, and top the evening off with a happy ending 😂
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Ah no… That’s way in the past for us. All of it.
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That’s like freezing to death Catherine. I’m sorry.
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At least we have almost weekly dinners just us.
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Seems blah…
You’re too young and attractive to be like an ordinary woman.
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It’s been like that for a decade and I don’t expect things to change. I tried everything I could.
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This is why you feel alone. I can relate a bit. I’m sorry. Hug.
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No worries. Hugs back
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If it helps you a friend who annoys you with everything 😂 what color are your socks today? 😂🤣
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My socks are grey with white dots. 🙂
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I like grey 👍
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I like colourful socks 🙂
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Because you’re colorful!
I notice I tend to enjoy talking about things that are TMI or really personal…
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I am open about everything. 🙂
I most often wear black, that’s why I love colourful socks and my Chucks.
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If I have to make small talk I’ll usually goof off about stupid stuff. But if we’re going to have a conversation, let’s delve into the deep inner mechanisms and things that could offend 😂🤦♂️
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Lol. How do you want to try and offend today? Have you seen the picture I posted today? 🤣
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It seems like we’ve been pretty rocky lately. I’m sure I’ll piss you off some way.
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I don’t see that coming. Sorry.
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Give it time 😂
Chucks and pantyhose sound interesting. Gonna see if my wife will try that look🤦♂️
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Lol… You will love it.
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Too well….
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Possibly. but that’s okay. 😊
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I think you know me by now…
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Maybe 😏🤣🤣🤣
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By that token.. maybe not.
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Let me stay a bit mysterious. It keeps you on your toes.
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You’re good. I’m sitting right now.
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On the tailbones? 🤣
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I don’t have much of a posterior…. 😜
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You said so.
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Lived with/without it all my life.
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Poor you. I will never know how it is to live without.
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You’re a woman. More than enough is better than none.
In my opinion.
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I agree. 💯
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🤜
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🤛
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