Such a disappointment. Or maybe none at all? If there are no emotions and no expectations, there is no disappointment and no hurt. I don’t know how to react. Am I too hard on myself? I sigh deeply, a habit I took up last October, and step through the door. I look at the clear blue sky. The sun shines through the trees; it heats my skin. It is freezing cold, but the sun – it feels so good. So so good. Overthinking. I should not overthink the things that are not in my control.