I woke up. A blanket of sadness held me down.
I can’t. Not today. But is there much choice? No, there isn’t. I have to get up. Shower. Waking the kids up. Combing their hair. Making their breakfast. Reminding them to pack everything they need. I have to get out on time to drive to work. Ready for a day trip. Smile. Don’t forget to be silly and smile.
And I can’t. No one is to blame. No reason for these feelings. Just sadness and general weariness.